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Wednesday, March 12th, 2003
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2:18 am - I'm gonna burn one down...
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So, i'm drunk as FUCK and decided to start using this shit again, whenever i get a chance to update at the library, until we get internet at the house. so much has happened since the last update, i wont even begin. but life is the shit right now, and i haven't one complaint. hopefully this thing will stay up-to-date for at least a while... who knows? too drunk to write anything else... peace.
current mood:  drunk
current music: long beach dub allstars- "Rosarito"
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| Monday, December 23rd, 2002
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1:56 am - With a face like bob marley, and a mouth like a motorbike
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I need to update this fucker more.. in recent news, i now live in a house of my own. it's wonderful. best thing thats happened to me in my lifetime. but, i dont want to write all about it, so i'll leave it at that. shit is wonderful these days.
current mood: fucking great
current music: "Dont push"-sublime
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| Wednesday, December 4th, 2002
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12:50 pm - A place where we can spend our same time, not collecting interest
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So, it's been a while since i've updated. lots of shit has happened, nothing worth going back over and typing up in here. i think i'm moving out of the dorms next semester, with jon and brie, and possibly rion and mikiel. it's going to be an awesome place, with some awesome people, i cant wait. but, it sucks, because that makes it that much harder to deal with how i feel about brie... i dont want to bring it up with her, in case it wierds her out... i doubt it would, she's a rad gal, but i want to make sure its not awkward in our new place, so i'll just go with the flow, and see what works out. anyway, sememester's almost over, and finals are next week, then i'm outta these fuckin' dorms. i'll try to update this damned thing more often...
current mood:  happy
current music: 311-grassroots
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| Monday, November 11th, 2002
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12:08 pm - I'm at the age where i realize... nothin', actually....
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Del was fucking awesome. one group, skhoolyard, wasnt that good, but Planet Asia, who was with them, was great. we didnt get back to indiana until 8 in the morning, where i proceeded to sleep until about 4, when jared and kent woke me and took me to jared's. we then got drunk as hell, and i finally saw the movie Magnolia, which is really good. sunday, i went back to jareds and got drunk again. now, monday has come, and its boring as hell.. i might go see a movie sometime today, i dont know what to see though. things'll work out, im sure...
current mood:  tired
current music: Sublime- 'Bradley nowell and friends'
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| Friday, November 8th, 2002
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12:00 pm - Yo it's 3030, i want y'all to meet Deltron Zero
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DAMN. tonight's del with people under the stairs and Kutmaster Kurt. its going to be so fucking awesome. i hope i can get fucked up before the concert, i think this would be a good show to see while not sober. were leaving as soon as class is over for chicago, it starts at 10. im psyched. hopefully we can find brie, too, there. that would make an awesome night, indeed.
current mood:  excited
current music: Blackalicious- 'NIA'
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| Wednesday, November 6th, 2002
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12:43 pm - i get so overwhelmed by olfactory hues
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Not much has been going on since i last updated, i think it was like two sundays ago. last week was uneventful, except this past saturday, keely and brie and i went to jareds to hang out with jon, kent, josh, and jared. i had lots of fun, denise was being cool, me and keely kicked ass at euchre, even though we had just learned, and were drunk as hell. brie was nice enough to drive us around that night, and even home, drunk though she was. heh. she was a good driver, still, thankfully. and, i get to go see del the funky homosapien this friday in chicago. so, everythings been awesome lately, even if not too exciting. i just wish i didnt dig brie so much, i dont think i've got a chance. who knows?
current mood: happy
current music: Sublime- Robbin' the hood
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| Sunday, October 27th, 2002
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3:57 pm - Once I had a woman...
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Damn, jimi hendrix is good. This weekend's been awesome so far, fall break is "the shit", so to speak. Thursday, matt, eric, sam, and brendan came up to BSU, we partied, hung out, shit like that. friday, we had an old-fashioned gathering at my house. the usual crew(jon, lisha, tasha, hannah, josh, kent, sam, eric), and saturday, we all went to hannah's to cause some trouble. now, i get a day or two to just chill, maybe hang out with some people. good times.
current mood: Happier than a pig in shit!
current music: Hendrix
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| Wednesday, October 23rd, 2002
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12:19 pm - Sick of this circle of death we dance through again and again
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Not much to write about... good news, though, is that i dropped calculus, and it's not going to count against me at all. and i can bring my bio grade up a lot. so, thats good. i cant find any time to get online lately... its odd. i'm used to being on a lot, and now i can rarely get on here. oh well, i suppose i'll survive.
the laundry beckons, i must go now.
current mood:  awake
current music: thrice
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| Sunday, October 20th, 2002
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5:32 pm - I want to take the bullet, the one aimed straight for your heart
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damn, i'm more sore than i've ever been. the thrice concert was crazy last night, i've seen hardcore shows that can't hold a candle to that. hot water music was good, but i wasn't nearly as excited for them as for thrice. i'm dead all over. and, about to go back up to ball state. word.
current mood:  exhausted
current music: none
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| Monday, October 14th, 2002
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12:38 pm - My, how wishful thoughts inebriate
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So, it was a good weekend. Friday wasn't much, me and jon and rob hung out, until like 3 in the morning, schaeffer came up, too. Saturday was cool, brendan and eric came up, we hung out, went to some falling leaf festival... it wasnt bad at all. but it's getting cold as shit lately, which sucks. and, yesterday was nothing special. but it's been good. this weekend i get to go to thrice, in cincinatti. i'm pumped. heh
current mood:  content
current music: Alk. Trio- 'From here to the infirmary'
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| Friday, October 11th, 2002
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12:15 pm - I'm just lookin' for the girl with a heart of gold
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So, i'm in a much better mood. it sucks that i was down for a bit, but, i must admit, i'm damn good at not letting things bother me that would just be needless torment. So, i've been in a much better mood today, and yesterday. it sucks when someone you care about is still obviously thinking about someone else, no matter what they say. i'm not the best at it, but i can read people decently, i guess that kind of happens when you people-watch a lot. But, i just wont let shit get to me. i put some good tunes on my stereo that i know will cheer me up(311, rancid, frank sinatra, heh) and i'm good to go. i'm staying up in ball state this weekend, for the first time in a while, and pat and eric are coming up with like zac, ayla, brendan, and maybe laine? but she's going to hang with tasha, so she doesnt matter, heh. its going to be a fucking good weekend, now that jon and rob are back in town, too.
and, to put how music makes everything better into words, operation ivy said it best:
"static pulse inside of music bringing us escape
its always temporary changing nothing in its wake
just a second where were leaving all this shit behind
just a second but its leaving just this much in mind:
to resist despair that second makes you see
to resist despair because you cant change everything
to resist despair in this world is what it is to be free"
i'll leave off with that, i've got some homework to do before class
current mood:  energetic
current music: Rancid-"life wont wait"
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| Wednesday, October 9th, 2002
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1:16 pm - Why can't things just be how they used to?
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Well... i guess she's forgotten about me. she never writes, never calls, and i doubt she even thinks about me any more... i wish i could make things as good as they were.. but, it seems that she's gone on to thinking of another boy, anyway. i guess i just need to learn that caring about anyone is a waste of time, nothing good ever comes of it. i havent been this lonely, or depressed, in a while.. i guess nothing good can last. when will i learn?
current mood: heartbroken..
current music: billy music-'midwest index' CD
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| Thursday, October 3rd, 2002
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11:03 am - Feels like standing still, for eons and eons...
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Damn, not much interesting has happened lately. i went home over the weekend for the earth festival, it was cool, i got to hang out with pat and eric all weekend, finally. got my pictures back from our trip to West virginia, which are great pictures, i want to go back to WV really bad, now. heh.
sunday, me and rion came back, didnt do shit. monday i hung out with jon and rob all night, we met up with his friend carly and her friend kayla later... tuesday we went to jareds, and last night keely and monica came down, and their friend Bree(spelling?) came with them... we played some video games, and then when they went downstairs so keely could smoke, i went with them, i wanted to chill outside... rion stayed in the room... then bree, out of the middle of nowhere, offered to go walk the trail and smoke with me and keely(since monica cant smoke), which was cool as hell. i keep meeting some rad people, bree seems cool as hell... and last week i met this dude named michael, a friend of evan's, hes awesome.
this weekend i think i'm going to hang out with pat at his mom's in indy, we're going to go party with the dudes from transient frank. rockin'. but, anyway, tonights thirsty thursday, so we all know what that means, especially since i stayed in last week. time to go grab some rest, first, though.
PS: this might not get updated very much, our computer is completely FUCKED. rions taking it back this weekend. hence: no computer.
current mood: happy
current music: 311- "soundsystem"
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| Thursday, September 26th, 2002
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11:43 am - Those 5 years in bermuda slip by like the lights of passing ships...
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Word. Pretty damn boring lately. just been going over to jareds, and hanging out here. tonight, i think i'm going to see a couple of local bands, Brazil and The Dream is dead. i'm not sure if they're good, but i've heard about them, and it's only 3 bucks. brazil is also playing next month with Planes mistaken for stars, so at least i'll be slightly familiar with them by then. i think the calculus test yesterday kicked my ass... but, we'll find out. that's about it.
current mood:  calm
current music: badly drawn boy
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| Monday, September 23rd, 2002
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6:33 pm - I'd bleed myself dry for you...
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Not a bad weekend... it would have been better if i didnt catch a fucking horrible cold friday. saturday i felt like shit. but, i'm over it now, so i can't complain too much. i'm supposed to go to jared's tonight, whenever he calls us... that about sums it up. suckas.
god, i miss her. :-/
current mood:  lonely
current music: the simpsons
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| Wednesday, September 18th, 2002
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12:14 pm - You don't say much of anything, when questioned of your whereabouts...
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I feel like a retard.. i spent too much money on stuff at best buy yesterday. but, i've needed a big CD case(i got a 128 CD holder) and some blank CDs(100 for 9.99 after rebate) for quite a while... and i just decided to pick up a Godspeed CD and another Alkaline Trio CD. hopefully i won't go spending lots of money, i need to NOT do that. it's nice to not have to double up my CDs in my case anymore, though. not much to write about lately... just hung out at jared's a few times, i watched Reservoir dogs on monday with lisha, jon, and erin, and eventually evan. Tarentino is a great director. but, i suppose i should go do my calculus...
current mood: awake
current music: alkaline trio
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| Sunday, September 15th, 2002
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1:39 pm - Viva la resistance!
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It's been some good times since i last updated. thursday night was fun, of course, as it always is. we went to a cool house to hang out that night... the whole crew was there:me, tasha, lisha, erin, greg, rion, dylan, ian, alex, keely, monica. the whole shebang. plus, me and lisha met this cool girl named april, she's going to a few shows soon we're going to, and she told us about a Dropkick Murphys show in boston on St. Patty's day. that would be the ultimate St Patrick's party.
Friday was good. i had a good time, and after i got back from avon, fucking everyone(lish, hannah, tasha, erin, pat, eric, hoffy) came over to my house, so i ended up staying home for the night.
saturday, me and pat went up to muncie. it was a good night. not much to write about it, though.
so, here i am, it's sunday, i brought my car home, i have to go back up to ball state soon... good times.
current mood:  bored
current music: "Where the wild roses grow"-Nick cave and the bad seeds.
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| Wednesday, September 11th, 2002
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4:32 pm
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haha, i feel much better today. i always feel dumb after i've been in a bad mood, especially about something dumb.
i'm proud of myself, i've been getting into the routine of actually doing my homework, and i'm not doing too bad in my classes. and, i've been excersizing regularly, too. just running a mile, stuff like that. not too bad.
not much to write about, so, off i go...
current mood:  dorky
current music: "Home improvement" on TV. how oldschool can you get?
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| Monday, September 9th, 2002
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4:42 pm - And now we dance...
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So, this weekend was a good one. Friday, when Pat, Ayla, eric, and brendan came up, we went to a shindig with a few people, just to show 'em how we do it in muncie, heh. Saturday i did a lot of nothing until about 5-6 when jon went home, and i got a ride with him. Pat and eric came over later that night, we hung out for a while, didnt get to sleep until late. last night, i caught a ride home with rion, he went home friday night... we came back and watched Scarface, which is a very good movie. and, thats about it. so, here it is, monday, between my math and english class, and i'm bored beyond belief. oh well, it's only 4 days until friday, and i cant wait.
current mood: lonely
current music: melt banana- "iguana in trouble"
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| Friday, September 6th, 2002
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7:56 pm - the hook brings you back...
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Damn, i'm pumped. Eric, pat, brendan, and ayla are all coming up to hang out tonight. im glad as fuck they're coming up to hang out tonight, i havent hung out with anyone but pat for soooo long. not only that, but there's only a week left until i hang out with kim again, and thats definitely a good thing. tomorrow, i think i might go home for one night, with jon. whooooo knows. i guess whatever happens, happens. all i know is im in a fucking great mood. i must be on my way, people are headed this way as i speak.
current mood: excited
current music: Rites of spring- for want of
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